I always loved you

fellow human

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why you try to fuck me

when I am being so innocent

you know what is innocence?

that is caring

that is respecting

so that is accepting

I do hear what you do not speak

I know things you talk behind me

I know how you judge me

because I listen to your heart

it says everything about you

I can hear

it is full of fear

I know what you meant

how you move your eyes

your lips and

the way you talk

your gesture

and your texture

I always knew it

I know you wanna kiss me

or marry me? sleep with me?

or you wanna kill me?

how much you hate me?

jealousy or what?

you love my fingers?

oh you love my eyes?

just tell me

just tell me

tell me

you never knew

how much I cried

because of you

because I was smiling

laughing with tears

letting you to bully me

have fun on me

maybe I never killed you

though I always wanted

because I always loved you

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post birthday

~ arjumann